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I finally started wearing retainers again... they look like cows!!

I was saying the Lord's prayer in my head and when I came to the "forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us" line I started thinking about how hard it is to forgive someone.  It's SOOoOOOOoooo easy to just say, "I forgive you," but it's freakkeeeennnnn HARD to actually forgive them in your heart and your attitude toward them.  Every time I see the person I start by thinking that I forgave them, and then I start thinking about why I forgave them and then I realize that I didn't truly forgive them and become bitter again..... I need to not think about it and just do it.

being Christian is hard (:

Love

Today, I truly experienced our Father's love for the first time.

I Can Only Imagine

"I can only imagine 
What it will be like 
When I walk 
By your side 

I can only imagine 
What my eyes will see 
When your face 
Is before me 
I can only imagine

I can only imagine 

Surrounded by Your glory, what will my heart feel 
Will I dance for you Jesus or in awe of you be still 
Will I stand in your presence or to my knees will I fall 
Will I sing hallelujah, will I be able to speak at all 
I can only imagine

I can only imagine 

I can only imagine 
When that day comes 
When I find myself 
Standing in the Son 

I can only imagine 
When all I will do 
Is forever 
Forever worship You 
I can only imagine"


I Can Only Imagine by Mercy Me




Such a beautiful song, it gives me chills every time i listen to it.