I finally started wearing retainers again... they look like cows!!
I was saying the Lord's prayer in my head and when I came to the "forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us" line I started thinking about how hard it is to forgive someone. It's SOOoOOOOoooo easy to just say, "I forgive you," but it's freakkeeeennnnn HARD to actually forgive them in your heart and your attitude toward them. Every time I see the person I start by thinking that I forgave them, and then I start thinking about why I forgave them and then I realize that I didn't truly forgive them and become bitter again..... I need to not think about it and just do it.
being Christian is hard (: